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> > WAITING FOR AN ORDINARY DAY BY SARA SARNAZ
The Unraveling of Life in Iraq
 

Farnaz Fassihi is an Iranian-American journalist and The Wall Street Journal's deputy bureau chief for the Middle East and Africa. She was a war correspondent in the Middle East from 2002 until 2006. While many reporters were covering the political aspects of war, Farnaz Fassihi captured the ordinary life of Iraqi people, writing about their lives and their suffering in her memoir titled “Waiting for an Ordinary Day: The Unraveling of Life in Iraq”.

In an interview with Sara Sarnaz, Fassihi talked about her personal journey and life in the post-occupation Iraq.

Sara Sarnaz: Thanks for having this interview, please tell us about yourself. How did you become a journalist?

Farnaz Fassihi: I was born in the United States to Iranian parents and grew up both in Tehran, Iran and Portland, Oregon. My family left Iran after the Iran-Iraq war when I was ten years old and then returned again when the war ended. I decided to follow them back to Iran out of curiosity and yearning to be with all my relatives again. In my freshmen year in college, in Tehran, I stumbled into journalism by becoming a translator for an American journalist visiting Iran. I was hooked. I loved how journalism allowed me a pass into people's lives and a chance to get under the society's skin. One day I could be interviewing a president and the next day talking to a refugee in a camp. There is serendipity and adventure and more importantly, the gratifying sense that what you do matters. I also always loved writing and so the creative aspect of the craft appealed to me. I moved to New York after college and attended Columbia University's graduate School of Journalism. I worked for several years as a free-lancer and then a local news reporter for American daily newspapers such as The New York Times, The Providence Journal in Rhode-Island and The Star-Ledger in Newark, New Jersey.

I must say that my career completely changed after Sept.11, 2001. I went to cover the war in Afghanistan and then never really came back home, I went from one war zone to the next traveling all over the Middle East.  I joined The Wall Street Journal in January 2003 and was immediately dispatched to Iraq to cover the pending war.

My dream was always to become a foreign correspondent and cover the Middle East. Unfortunately, covering the Middle East also means covering wars. I also think my personal history has something to do with my attraction to wars. My life was turned upside down as a child in Iran during the revolution and the war, we left our home and my family became immigrants. So I've always wanted to make sense of conflicts and tell the stories of people caught in the midst.

SS: For Iranian families, it’s usually very hard to send their daughter to a battleground. You have covered three wars. How did you manage to become a war correspondent? How did your family react to your decision?  

 

FF: On Sept.11th, 2001, I was a few blocks away from the World Trade Center towers when they collapsed, I was running toward the towers along with firefighters and policemen when it came crumbling down and thick black smoke and a sea of debris surrounded us. I thought I was going to die but when the smoke cleared, instead of running the opposite direction, I ran back toward the destruction. I couldn't even imagine otherwise. I was there to tell the story and I had to do it, no matter the risk or difficulty. I spent two weeks at ground zero in New York and then begged my editors to send me to Afghanistan to cover the war. Why did I want to go? Because it was the biggest story of my generation and I wanted to see it for myself and witness history in the making. I wanted to tell the story of what was happening on the ground. I think war correspondents are driven by something much deeper than ambition or adventure. War reportage is not for every one. You have to have a real passion and a sense of mission. Because you not only witness horrendous things but you are constantly risking your life and well-being and living in very primitive conditions, often without clean water, electricity and sometimes even food.

As for how my Iranian family reacted, you can only imagine. My mother cried for two days straight and commissioned every relative from around the world to call and talk me out of going. I've been covering wars now for seven years, I know it has taken a heavy toll on my family and I'm hugely indebted to them for their support despite all the anxiety. Eventually, however, they came around to accepting and understanding what I do and why I do it. 

SS: You spent your childhood and parts of your adulthood in Iran. What do you think about the mental and social effects of the Iran-Iraq war on people especially youth? Do you think people’s ordinary lives are still affected by those 8 years or has “the genie of chaos been put back into bottle”?

 

FF: Of course, war scars people but I think Iranians have had an easier time healing to some degree. The Iran-Iraq war, as horrible and long as it was, was not on the same scale as the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq. Tehran and most other cities, with the exception of those near the Iraqi border, were pretty untouched by the war and our foe was not the world's military superpower. We also didn't have the phenomena of terrorism, civil war and guerrilla warfare plaguing both Iraq and Afghanistan. 

SS: What made you sympathize with ordinary people? Many Western reporters cover the war in detail, but there are very few correspondents who portray the lives of ordinary people. What made you see the war from a different angle? 

FF: Because I believe that war happens to people, not just to the military and the government. It's the people who have to burden the grunt of the war and their lives are forever changed. I was lucky to be able to focus much of my coverage in Iraq on the story of the Iraqi people, it gave me more satisfaction than writing about policy and military. Although I had to do plenty of those stories too. The reason I wrote this book was because I felt much of the conversation surrounding Iraq was about military or policy strategies and the story of what happened to the Iraqis was missing. As for whether being Iranian changed my perspective, I'm sure it did. I had witnessed war at the age of eight in the country next door, so I felt a personal connection to Iraqis and sympathized with what they were going through.

 

SS: There's a chapter in your book in which you talk about a seven-year-old who is afraid to go to school and he wants the teacher to think that he has been kidnapped by insurgents. How would you analyze the psychological effects of war on the next generation? 

FF: The psychological traumas of this war are only beginning to surface and we will see more devastating signs in the years to come. I think any one who has spent time on the ground in Iraq--whether you are a solider, a journalist, diplomat or an aid-worker-- will carry deep emotional wounds. Trauma often surfaces long after an experience has ended. For example, when I was on assignment in Iraq I felt like I was in a mechanical survival mode and only when I would leave for breaks, would the emotions catch up with me. There is now an entire generation of Iraqis who has seen nothing but war and misery, from the Iran-Iraq war, the Gulf war, decades of sanctions and now the ongoing war with the US.  This will make it much harder for Iraqis to stand up and take control of their destinies, to rebuild their country and recover from their wounds. Every one I knew in Baghdad was taking medication for anxiety, depression and insomnia. Plus, most of the educated professionals like doctors, teachers, professors have fled Iraq.

 

SS: As a little kid, you experienced the horror of war in Iran. You heard Iraqi planes bombing Tehran. How did it feel to be on the other side of the border?  Did it affect your personal perception of Iraq and Iraqis? 

FF: It was very bizarre. I went to Iraq for the first time in October 2002 when Saddam Hussein was still in power and I remember how strange it felt to see his pictures on all the walls and his statue every where. When my driver pointed out commemoration sites and statues honoring the Iraqi martyrs of the war, I was speechless. It was surreal, like being on the other side of a mirror. At first I was worried that Iraqis would react negatively to my Iranian heritage but I was surprised to see it was the opposite. They always wanted to focus on the bonds between the two countries and would always go out of their way to say the war was between the governments and not the people. They didn't see me as an American reporter from a privileged far away land. I was from next door, I still had family in Iran and understood in a very tangible way how people suffered from wars, sanctions and political upheaval.

 

SS: Do you think that the US has been successful in building a new nation and in bringing democracy to Iraq?  If yes, was it worth the chaos, horror and death of thousands and thousands of Iraqis? 

FF: No, I do not believe the US has been successful in bringing democracy to Iraq and I think invading Iraq was a big mistake. The United States' role in Iraq has constantly changed as the realities of the war have changed. First they invaded Iraq to bring democracy, when that failed and chaos ruled, they defined their mission as fighting terrorism and when that failed too and civil war broke out between Sunnis and Shiites, the US's mission was to act as a buffer zone between the rivaling sects. What are American soldiers doing now in Iraq? They are holding the country together. Is that why they went in there? Furthermore, it was shocking to discover that the US had no plans for post-invasion Iraq and made up the rules as they went along, creating a security and political vacuum that gave rise to political Islam, insecurity and mayhem.

 

SS: Some Iranians, in Iran and abroad believed that in terms of foreign policy, John McCain would make a better president than Barack Obama because he is tough with Iran and he was likely to launch a military attack on Iran. As an Iranian journalist who has witnessed and covered the war closely, what are your thoughts about a possible military attack on Iran. 

FF: I think any person who thinks war is the answer or the solution to their political problems is deeply misinformed and misguided. I would recommend that they read my book and other books about Iraq and discover what really happened to the Iraqi people as a result of the American invasion. War is brutal and unforgivable. It's dark and horrid. It destroys every thing it touches. No one should ever wish for war. Can Iranians or Americans imagine waking up to several car bombs and assassinations every day? Can they imagine not knowing if their kids would return alive from school? Can they imagine their spouses disappearing on their way to work? Can they imagine not having electricity for more than two hours a day? Or clean water? Or security blast walls surrounding their homes and checkpoints at every intersection? Can they imagine this situation lasting five years? And at last, can they imagine a quarter of the country's population being refugees in neighboring countries living in a miserable state-less limbo?

 

SS: Bob Woodwards conducted over 150 administration interviews (including Pres. Bush), for his book 'The War Within'. In it he argues that the Troop Surge is not the primary factor for the reduction in violence. Could you give us your thoughts on this? 

FF: Yes, that is correct. The improvement of security can be attributed to three factors—surge of troops, the Sunni Awakening Councils and the ceasefire with Moqtada Sadr's Mahdi army militia. While things have calmed down, these three factors are not long-term political or military solutions that can stabilize Iraq; security still remains fragile, as do the deals with the Sunni and Shiites militia. The Sunnis, former insurgents, are currently on the payroll of the American army, receiving $300 monthly salary for their cooperation. In exchange, they haves asked to be incorporated into Iraq's armed forces, which is controlled by Shiites. So far the Shiites-dominated government has refused to do this, so a big question mark hangs in the air. What will happen after the American soldiers leave? After they stop paying the Sunnis? And after the Shiites don't give Sunnis positions in the armed forces? Will they start fighting? And if they do, will the Shiites militias fight back? So you can see that if you take any one component out of the equation, Iraq could unravel again. 

SS: How do you think the society in Iraq has changed since the fall of Saddam Hussein? 

FF: Society has been battered and torn apart. It has become significantly more religious and the divisions between the various sects and ethnic groups—Shiites, Sunnis, Arabs, Kurds—have become much more pronounced. Each group has retreated into its own cocoon, Baghdad and most other big cities are now segregated along sectarian lines because people fear one another. Once trust has been violated at this level, it's very difficult to restore it.



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